Shan Tianming probably realized what Gu Qingyun wanted to say just now. His pupils magnified for a moment, and regardless of Gu Qingyun’s rejection, he hugged her in his arms.
“I don’t trust you. Please believe me Qingyun, I don’t trust you, I don’t…”
“No, you just don’t trust me. If you trust me, how could you have the suspicions just now? You doubt what I have to do to others all day long, and you still send someone to monitor me. I feel very insulting. You are simply insulting me!”
“No, Qingyun, baby, you misunderstood me. How could I bear to treat you like that? It’s not suspicion or insult, absolutely not.”
“What is that?” Gu Qingyun’s eyes were clearly questioning.
Shan Tianming paused for a moment and said, “It’s my disconfidence in myself…”
This is not the first time Shan Tianming has admitted his disconfidence in front of Gu Qingyun.
In the past, Gu Qingyun could still accept his answer, but now she is difficult to accept.
Not confident?
What’s so unconfident?
His disconfidence is distrust of him!
If you don’t trust her, why not be confident?
Isn’t her feelings for him enough to make him confident?
“You are not confident in yourself, you still don’t trust me. In all your reasons are actually only blamed on your distrust of me. Think about it yourself. If you trust me, will you still want to have these doubts about me?”
“Qingyun, I don’t doubt you. You believe me, I don’t doubt you, I absolutely trust you. The things I said are just disconfidence in yourself. My disconfidence has absolutely nothing to do with whether I trust or not.”
Shan Tianming reached out to shake Gu Qingyun’s hand, but she avoided it.
This is the second time she has avoided him today, and Shan Tianming felt so uncomfortable.
“Qingyun, I just feel that I am not good enough to make you like me wholeheartedly, for fear that you will like someone who makes you feel more worthy of your liking. I…is not as good as you think. I am such a man. I never want you to know this side, just because I want you to see a better side of me, and I want you to like me more…”
Some words Shan Tianming used to be unwilling to say and did not want Gu Qingyun to know, but now it is not possible.
He clearly realized that if he didn’t say it now, it would be a bad thing tonight.
Shan Tianming believed that everything was in his control, and only Gu Qingyun was the existence he could never completely grasp.
So heWill be uneasy, he will… be unconfident.
Everything he had not expected tonight.
At this time, he was also a little panicked.
He was really afraid that what happened tonight would hurt Qingyun really had an objection to him in his heart.
He was afraid that what happened tonight would leave a gap between the two of them.
I was afraid that tonight would affect their relationship…
I thought about it carefully and found that there were really many things he was afraid of.
Gu Qingyun rarely sees Dan Tianming like this.
This strong man who is excellent and almost omnipotent in her heart can actually have such a fragile side.
Yes, she saw Shan Tianming’s fragility.
The fragile side of this man made her feel distressed and made her feel uncomfortable.
She didn’t want to see the man’s fragile side.
But she wanted to explain it clearly to Shan Tianming tonight. If she felt distressed and soft-hearted now, the question between them would still not be answered.
Gu Qingyun was very confused. Should she continue to stick to herself, break the problem clearly with Shan Tianming, or face up to her inner heart, feel sorry for this man, and stop forcing him?
Gu Qingyun was in a tangle, really very tangled.
Shan Tianming looked at Gu Qingyun’s frown brows, reached out and touched her brows lightly, trying to stretch her frown brows.
He didn’t want Qingyun to worry, he didn’t want to bother him.