Shen Subai couldn’t have known that Ru Wan poisoned him. But even though he knew that he had been poisoned, why could Shen Subai drink it calmly? An Hai could not imagine the reason, nor did he dare to imagine it. An Hai can’t say that he has fully understood Shen Subai’s poison from the past to the present, but at least he still knows the depth of the poison. People as good as Shen Subai’s martial arts skills can be poisoned by this poison to the point where all their martial arts skills are lost, and even their lives are about to be in crisis.
This can only show that the poison is deeply and lasts for a long time. At least, Shen Subai also drank poison for several months before his body became like this. It is hard to imagine that every time Shen Subai looked calm and pretended not to know, and drank the poison in one go. An Hai, a man, felt heartbroken, and he really felt heartbroken for Shen Subai.
Before, Shen Subai was so glorious, a man in bright clothes and angry horses. But now his face is pale and he is stuck in this small place. Shen Subai is really not a cage bird, he shouldn’t be staying in this place. An Hai really feels regret for Shen Subai.
Knowing that An Hai had guessed it, Shen Subai chose not to speak in the face of An Hai’s questioning. He gently picked up the book at hand. So many years have passed, and these things have no meaning to say. He is now awake, and what he wants is not available here. Then, he has to find a way to break free from here.
Faced with Shen Subai’s silence, An Hai felt sad, but he did not dare to show it clearly. A deep sense of powerlessness tightly bound him like a rope. An Hai could only press his lower lips tightly and said in a low voice: “Young Master… Why are you doing this…”
“Even if I don’t want to, so what? A Hai, don’t you understand that some things can’t be controlled by yourself?” Shen Subai’s voice slowly flowed into An Hai’s heart like flowing water. Ah Hai, counting it carefully, it was several years ago. All the memories seemed to be the only one left when they left. The heavy snow was falling that day, but they couldn’t remember anything else, the person’s appearance, voice, movement, expression… seemed to be buried one by one in the snow.
Finally, together with the snow water, all the memories are dissipated. After hearing the experience of the people he has always admired, the feeling of powerlessness continued to spread in Anhai’s heart. He no longer knew whether he was his country or something else to serve… At the beginning, he had been practicing hard to follow Shen Subai. He had been looking forward to reunion with Shen Subai, but this reunion broke all his thoughts, and even the passion seemed to be taken away…
When Anhai walked towards the door in a daze, Shen Subai looked at Anhai’s figure and sighed slightlyIn one breath, he put down the books in his hand again and said slowly: “Ahai, some people and some things, how to encounter them, how to encounter them, what happens after encountering them, and what we can do after encountering them, are not something we can decide. All of this… probably God’s will. But… But if, if there is a chance…”
“Young Master, if there is a chance, I support you! Young Master, Ahai doesn’t know too many great principles, but I think it shouldn’t be like this, and it shouldn’t be…” An Hai immediately turned around when he heard Shen Subai’s obscure and eye-catching things, and his hazy eyes looked very clear for a moment. Although he is not a smart person, An Hai is also a person who has followed Shen Subai for two years. In two years, he is not long or short, but it is enough to understand a person.