“Biopolar disorder…is it also bipolar disorder?”
Lin Youxi nodded gently, “Do you know this disease?”
“I had a minor in psychology when I was in college, so I knew something…” Mei Fang continued, “Patients will change in two different states of mania and depression…”
Mei Fang said his understanding, while thinking about Lin Youxi’s misfortune over the years. Today, the strong dissatisfaction with Lin Youxi accumulated over the past few days soon disappeared due to sympathy, and his mood became very heavy. As he said, he apologized to Lin Youxi:
“I’m sorry… I don’t know you are experiencing these pains.”
“What do you have to apologize? I didn’t tell you.”
Lin Youxi, who had a haggard face, smiled at Mei Fang, “Actually, I have been reflecting recently, is it putting too much pressure on you? You are very busy at work and force you like that.”
“Don’t say such things, I can realize that I am alive when I play such a game, and–“
Mei Fang saw Lin Youxi’s eyes open and close, looking shaky, and suddenly remembered that she was still having a fever, so she urged gently, “Do you want to rest first and see how sleepy you look?”
“I’m not just sleepy, but also very hungry…”
Lin Youxi said and checked with her mobile phone, “I don’t remember whether I ordered takeout… Ah, I forgot to place an order.”
“Stop takingout, I’ll get you some light and healthy food.”
Lin Youxi was a little curious after hearing this, “You are so busy at work, you can cook by yourself.”
“You will make some by yourself on weekends. Eating takeaways is not good for your health.”
Mei Fang said, and urged Lin Youxi, “Go and lie down quickly. I’ll help you get something to eat. Is there anything in the refrigerator at home?”
“It should be nothing… Oh, by the way, there seems to be quick-frozen dumplings, and I’m still very good at cooking dumplings.”
“What’s the point of boiling dumplings?”
Lin Youxi was urged by Mei Fang to rest on the bed. Mei Fang poured Lin Youxi a cup of hot water and put it on the bedside table, reminding Lin Youxi to take anti-inflammatory medicine, and then went to check Lin Youxi’s refrigerator.
The garlic in the refrigerator has taken root and sprouted…
It looks pretty bright and beautiful, but this house is quite messy.
Oh.
Mei Fang sighed silently.
The slight noise in the kitchen made Lin Youxi, who was lying on the bed, feel inexplicably relieved, and he soon felt tired when lying on the bed.
She had a deep dream, a very far and far away dream.
She dreamed that she was back when she was very young, and she dreamed of thatA gentle girl with twin tumbling heads was patiently helping her snot. She dreamed that she pushed him jealously because the girl with the bedwetting boy was intimate.
It was this push that she pushed the girl from the top and the bedwetting king boy far away, pushing her to a place she could not touch at all. When she came to her senses and wanted to chase her, she only felt that they were getting farther and farther away from her-
!
Lin Youxi opened her eyes suddenly and frightened Mei Fang, who was putting the porridge aside, “I’ll go… Was it so scary when you woke up?”
Mei Fang was about to say something else, but when she saw a line of clear tears slipping from Lin Youxi’s eyes, she was also a little at a loss. She hurried to draw a few tissues and handed them to Lin Youxi.
“Are you having a nightmare…”
Lin Youxi nodded while wiping her tears, “I dreamed of fate.”
“You really like her…”
Mei Fang said, then she moved a small stool to sit down beside the bed, “Come on, get up and have some porridge, cook some millet porridge to nourish the stomach. When you have a fever, eating liquid food is easier to absorb.”
Lin Youxi struggled for a few times, but she couldn’t get up from the bed.
“It hurts.”
“Then… do you want me to help you?”
“Yes.”
Mei Fang
Seeing him looking for an angle and pushing his innocent appearance, Lin Youxi felt a little funny, and grabbed Mei Fang’s arm and struggled to get up. Mei Fang subconsciously held Lin Youxi’s back and helped her up.
“Come… eat.”
Mei Fang scooped the porridge and handed it to Lin Youxi, but she had no intention of taking it, but stared at Mei Fang.
Lin Youxi’s face did not blush and her heart was not beating, but such close-up gaze made Mei Fang feel embarrassed, and she quickly dodged after her eyes met.
“Hey… you don’t want me to feed you, do you?”
“I don’t want to move.”
Lin Youxi stared at Mei Fang like this, as if she enjoyed the twisted and shy expression of the big man Mei Fang.
“This is not very good…”
“Then I’ll go to bed.”
Lin Youxi was about to lie down on the bed, but Mei Fang suddenly looked anxious:
“Wait!”
Mei Fang sat beside Lin Youxi’s bed, feeding Lin Youxi a spoonful of millet porridge. He scooped up a small spoon and blew it, then stretched the spoon to Lin Youxi. Lin Youxi leaned over and took it in his mouth, so cute that he didn’t look like an urban white-collar worker.
“Is it delicious?”
Lin Youxi shook her head, “You have not made a takeout for five-meter porridge shop.The porridge is delicious. ”
“…Then are you eating so hard? “
Lin Youxi said in a gentle voice: “The last time someone fed me food, it should be when I was in elementary school. My father fed me…”
“I’m going to cry when you say this. “
“I don’t believe it, I’ll see if you cry. ”
Lin Youxi stared at Mei Fang, “If it doesn’t work, I will punch you and cry. “
“Is there any strength to hold the bowl? Is there still the strength to hit me, right? “
“You’ll know if you ask me to try it.” “
Lin Youxi waved her fist to beat Mei Fang. Mei Fang raised her hand to dodge and accidentally sprinkled the porridge on her body.
“Hot! “
“It doesn’t matter if you, you…”
Lin Youxi pulled a tissue to wipe Mei Fang. Mei Fang put the bowl aside. Lin Youxi held his hand, looked at the red mark on his arm, lowered his head, and his voice became subtle:
“People who are too close to me will eventually become unfortunate. “
Lin Youxi whispered, “You will never contact me again after I deleted it. Maybe it is the best for you. “
“This character sounds quite a second-class person. I didn’t expect that our Baimei No. 1 Middle School was in the grade of the year. Lin Youxi smiled at Mei Fang: “So… don’t you believe it?”
“I know you want to use the people around you as an example, but I don’t think so. Those misfortunes are not the fault you caused, but just happen to happen to you. You are definitely not the person who is criticized or guilty, but the person who should feel distressed.”
Mei Fang said softly, “I don’t believe it anyway.”
“It will be very painful to play games with a mental illness like me.”
“I don’t know the mechanism and symptoms of bipolarity, so you don’t have to use this to persuade me.”
Mei Fang said seriously, “You finally lit up the soul of the independent game that I was about to extinguish. Now you want to extinguish it. Who do you think you are? This game is not just your dream now, do you know?”
Facing Mei Fang’s words, Lin Youxi suddenly couldn’t help laughing, “It’s rare to see you strong again, it’s really not easy.”
“I always feel strange about this…”
Lin Youxi continued to talk, “Then I will wait for you to bear it and then abandon me. Although I am powerful in both sides, I have never had the idea of being lighter and I should not use violence against you, so you can still feel at ease with your personal safety.”
“I can’t beat you, haha…”
Mei Fang sat beside Lin Youxi’s bed and said a lot to her. Before she knew it, she actually talked until after ten o’clock in the evening. Mei FangHis stomach began to roar.
“Huh… I’m here to come to you, I forgot to eat dinner.”
“I can cook quick frozen dumplings for you.”
“You have a good rest, you, it’s better for me to take a taxi back.”
Mei Fang said and got up and wanted to leave. Lin Youxi looked at his back and said, “I remember your home is far away from here?”
“Um… I still need it for about an hour, and I have to go to work tomorrow.”
“Since that’s the case, don’t go back tonight, right?”
Lin Youxi supported her hands on the bed, “You save time and can also accompany me to do game development.”
“You really… your body is like this. Let’s have a good rest today. I’m leaving, you go to bed early.”