Song Shengsheng originally wanted to pretend that he hadn’t heard this sentence, but the boy’s low voice kept lingering in her ears, which was hard to ignore.
“Can you? Will you remember me?”
If even she forgot his existence.
Gradually, forget it.
Then no one in this world will remember him again.
Shen Zai didn’t care whether anyone would remember him. He only had his mother, and could still remember him and remember his existence.
It’s enough.
Song Shengsheng felt a bit like a thorn in her throat. Her heart was sour and astringent, as if she had eaten something sour and sour, and the taste was bitter.
Song Shengsheng, who originally planned to say nothing, still felt soft.
She pursed her lips, not wanting to say it very sure, nor did she want to be too perfunctory. She also said a few words in a low voice, “Can you do it.”
Maybe she was too low.
The boy had no reaction, and Song Shengsheng continued to use a louder voice than before and said, “I will remember you.”
How could he really forget it?
It is so clear in dreams, one by one, every expression, every look, and even every word I have said.
Actually, she remembers it all.
Song Shengsheng’s emotions towards this child are so complicated that she can’t describe them herself.
When Shen Zai heard these words, his lips were hung with a smile as if there was nothing, and his eyes were scarlet, as if he was crying in his smile. It was so strange that he looked worried.
Shen Zai looked at her, with a bottomless look, and her emotions were difficult to tell.
No matter whether it is joy or sorrow, it is impossible to tell.
He said, “It’s good that my mother can remember me.”
As long as she remembers him for the rest of her life.
Remember his existence.
Then he wouldn’t be so regretful.
He will never appear in this world.
He will no longer be her child, nor will he have any relationship with her again.
Even.
Maybe she will still forget him.
After he left.
Just like the characters that should not have appeared in the story, they are slowly erased and removed little by little like an eraser.
At that time, it might be something she could not control.
Shen Zai smiled, but tears fell inexplicably, and gently slid from his eyes, clear and moist, and could not be seen without looking carefully.
Song Shengsheng could see clearly.
This tear.
Like fire, it burns in my heart.
Song Shengsheng’s throat was hoarse, and she didn’t know what to say for a moment.
Shen Zai still stared at her, as if she could never see enough. In fact, he felt that he and his mother were the closest people in the world since he was a child.
Blood relationship.
It’s just a lot of trouble.
“Mother, do you really hate me?”
He asked.
Also stared at her.
Song Shengsheng wanted to nod, but he didn’t want to nod.
She can’t say it, and she can’t say it good or bad.
But the circles of my eyes were also a little red.
Thinking of the things he did in his dreams, why did he trap her like his father.
No freedom given to her.
Why is he so stubborn?
Song Shengsheng’s inner pain was no less than him.
The feeling of falling from a tall building in it was so painful that she couldn’t speak.
Shen Zai saw her slowly turning red eyes and understood many things. His tears seemed to be getting more and more, falling silently.
He explained, “I have revenge for you.”
It’s just too late.
He was crazy too late.
The boy’s eyes were wet, as if it had just rained heavily, and his moist eyes seemed to be filled with regret and hatred. He looked at her, “Mother, will you forgive me more?”
Song Shengsheng raised his eyelashes trembled and forced himself to face his eyes. At the moment when the eyes collided, she felt that her heart seemed to be grabbed by someone.
Hold it tightly in the palm of your hand.
The tighter you hold.
There is no room for her to breathe.
She listened to his awkward words, neither nodding nor shook her head.
She didn’t understand what he said, and she didn’t plan to ask about it.
She didn’t care so much about what would happen after jumping like that.
Song Shengsheng felt that when he jumped down, he was not to take revenge on anyone, or to be so stupid, just to punish others with his own death.
She really just couldn’t survive.
Before Song Shengsheng could answer, the boy pulled the corner of his lips and tried hard to smile very well, but it was actually very far-fetched and a little sad, “Can’t you?”
Song Shengsheng didn’t know why he was so easily influenced by his words.
ListenIf he is so disappointed and a little pitiful, he will not feel comfortable.
He seemed to see her soft heart and easily grasped her.
Song Shengsheng opened the topic, “You live here first. As for the future, let’s take a look.”
It seems that both of them have a tacit understanding.
He will still leave and will not stay here forever.
“Okay, I’ll listen to you.”
“I’ll leave.”
“I’ll give you it.”
Shen Zai insisted on doing this, and this was something that Song Shengsheng couldn’t persuade him.
This child, as he said, seems to love her very much and listen to her very much.
But some things are very stubborn.
Song Shengsheng held Xiaochi, raised his other empty hand, curled his fingertips, and stopped in the air. After two seconds, he gently touched his face, “You don’t have to do this.”
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Don’t pretend to be good.
Actually, she knew very well what kind of person he was.
He didn’t have to hide himself carefully, pretending that he thought she would like it.
The fingertips touched his warm and cold skin. At this moment, his whole body seemed to be electrocuted, and he froze in place and did not dare to move. After a long time, the boy seemed to finally listen to what she said and slowly put down his disguise.
In front of the entrance of the alley.
The sun is shining.
The slender young man opened his arms and hugged her hard.
Like a child, holding his mother tightly.
He was already taller than her now. He gently placed his chin on her shoulders, quietly surrounding him, even hearing the sound of the wind clearly.
The breath of mother is very sweet.
She never let him hug him like this, in a moment of waking up.
In the past, she always wanted to push him away, push him away over and over again, beat him up, and dislike him.
There was no moment as peaceful as it is now.
Shen Zai didn’t realize that he was so satisfied. One touch or a hug could calm his heart.
He was a little out of control and hugged him very hard.
I seemed to want to become a child, and get back into her belly and blend into her bones and blood.
Shen Zai’s voice was hoarse, and in his mother’s ear, he whispered: “You must always remember me, okay?”
I will always remember him.
Always.
He himself doesn’t know how long he can stay.