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Sichuan, you can do it. “Xie Chuanning, you are free, you don’t need to blame yourself! You can find your new life, because I have really suffered this year!” Xing Liai said apologetically. “No, Xiao Ai, I don’t mean that! I just… I just…!” Xie Chuanning’s voice gradually faded. He was indeed blaming himself. No, he was afraid. He was tortured by nightmare all day long. He always dreamed of the situation that day. He quarreled with her, threw her down, and then there was the picture on the tombstone. He could not calm down for a day. “I know, I can understand. If it were me, I would be like you. Xie Chuanning, you should have forgotten me, but I am so sorry that you are so sad because you feel guilty towards me.”
“No, Xiao Ai, I still have you in my heart, and I don’t just feel guilty for you.” He said in pain. His previous self-blame was too strong, and she probably won’t believe in herself anymore!
“Sit down! Why did you come here? I never thought that the two of us would meet in this place.” Xing Liai directly pulled Martha and sat on the bench, and she said with a gentle smile.
“Xiao Ai, you seem to have changed?” After sitting down, he looked at Xing Liai with a smile on his face, and Xie Chuanning sighed. “Have I changed? Have I changed? Where has it changed?” Xing Liai looked at him with some surprise and asked. “You have too many smiles, and you can always feel that you are very happy in your words. It is completely different from you before. You have become happy. Xiao Ai has been very happy this year, right?” Although it was a questioning tone, what he said was a very confident tone. “Hasn’t you already given the answer in your heart? Yes, I have lived a happy year this year, and I am very grateful to you. Xie Chuanning, I have always been very grateful to you. Before something happened to me, you were able to give me freedom. Don’t show such a hurtful expression. When I left, there was no hindrance in my heart. I am really grateful to you and for your care for me before. I am really grateful to you! But I also feel very sorry for you, hurt your feelings. This has always made me feel very sorry. I have always hoped that you can find the person who truly belongs to me, not someone like me. What about you? Xie Chuanning has been living well in addition to his entanglement in my affairs this year?” Xing Liai looked at him with anticipation and asked.
“Don’t worry, I’m very good. Apart from your affairs, I have never lacked anything in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation. Moreover, I also enjoy this kind of life alone. To be honest, I have also thought about a lot of things this year, thinking about how we were together before, thinking about what I did for you.” Xie Chuanning suddenly showed a bitter smile on his face. He shook his head: “No, really, nothing, nothing, no, no, no, no, no, in life or in love, I haven’t taken good care of you. In fact, I’m really not a good boyfriend, I live too selfish!”br>
Xing Liai looked at Xie Chuanning and shook her head. She looked at him with a funny look and said, “Xie Chuanning, you are a self-deprecating thinking mode. No one stipulates that two people are together, so the man has to do something for the woman, right? As long as the two are happy, isn’t it good? In this way, why did I do anything for you? Do you think so! Xie Chuanning lets you go! You actually did nothing wrong! Perfect people do not exist. We live a life, not a perfect game world. Let us both forgive each other, and let them go, okay?” Xing Liai looked at Xie Chuanning with an encouraging smile. Xie Chuanning looked at Xing Liai, whose mental outlook was completely in a different state, and his black eyes showed a startled emotion. He looked at the face in front of him who had missed him for a year and asked carefully: “Xiao Ai, can we start over? Let me treat you well this time!” He still couldn’t let go of the girl in front of him. Faced with Xie Chuanning’s sudden confession, Xing Liai showed a very unexpected look on her face. She suddenly smiled helplessly and said, “Xie Chuanning, it’s really impossible for us to be the two of us. I really don’t have you in my heart. Moreover, look here, this is my son, I have a son!” Xing Liai dragged the little guy to her side, and Xiao Tianer, who looked at the stroller with a loving look, looked at Xie Chuanning and said.
“Son? Is this your son? Xiao Ai, are you kidding?” Xie Chuanning looked at her with shock and exclaimed. His eyes fixedly looked at the sleeping little guy in the stroller, and he could not accept this reality. This was a fatal blow to him.
“Do you look like I’m joking? This joke is not fun, isn’t it? This is my son, a piece of flesh that fell from my body.” Xing Liai looked at Xie Chuanning patiently and explained. “But, how old is this child? A year? Xiao Ai, are you with Arthur?” Xie Chuanning tried hard to calm his voice.
Xing Liai seemed to know what problem he was struggling with. Xing Liai’s smile was held back. He looked at him and said, “This child is almost three months old!” She could obviously feel the expression on the person in front of her froze. Xing Liai took a deep breath and looked at Xie Chuanning with a worse and worse expression: “I think you should have thought of it! This child had before being with you.” Xing Liai curled the corners of her mouth. What’s there to hesitate about? “Xie Chuanning is Arthur’s child. Do you remember the days when I disappeared? I’ve been with him all the time, sorry, I’ve kept it from you!” 13acv.
Xie Chuanning seemed to have lost his ability to speak. He shook his head and looked at her in disbelief: “So, you used to be with that Arthur, Xiao Ai, I… I can’t be the father of this child. If you told me before, you and Arthur, you two…I……..! “Xie Chuanning showed a decadent look on his face. He had already lost at the beginning, and he lost very miserably.
“You won’t be with me, right? It seems that I was wrong. I am really sorry for Xie Chuanning. I really don’t know what to say except for being sorry! “Xing Liai looked at him with a embarrassed look and said. “Xiao Ai, where is Arthur? “Hearing Xing Liai’s guilty apologetic voice, Xie Chuanning tried to cheer himself up and accept this reality. In fact, these are simply insignificant things compared to the fact that Xing Liai is still alive!
“He is not here, I am not with him, and he doesn’t know I am here~! I am alone! “Xing Liai said calmly at him. Xie Chuanning looked at her with a surprised look: “How could it be? How could he let you take your child alone? What exactly is he doing? “Xie Chuanning looked at her with anger and asked. “This is nothing! I like the feeling of being alone very much, not to mention that it is not bad for him, but I chose it myself. It is really happy to meet you today. Xie Chuanning should be a stranger! “Xing Liai smiled and said to him. “Why? Xiao Ai, although I can’t be the father of this child, I can take care of you! I can’t let you alone know the situation. Arthur can rest assured, I can’t! “Xie Chuanning looked at her stubbornly and said. Faced with Xie Chuanning’s enthusiasm, she just smiled slightly: “Xie Chuanning, you are the first person to know where I am, and everyone, including Arthur, doesn’t know where I am! Although I have children, I am a genuine backpacker. I have traveled to many countries. Don’t you believe it? I have had a happy year. As a idle pregnant woman, I am very happy at this moment. I have a very rich brother and I also have my own private money. Xie Chuanning is really doing well. This is a nanny. She is a good partner who can help me very much. We will go to other countries tomorrow. We will not meet each other. To be honest, I don’t want to have any interaction anymore. Let’s just part with you in a plain way! This is really good, and I let go of the last thing in my heart! “Xing Liai said with a relaxed look on his face.
Xie Chuanning looked at her with a serious expression: “Why aren’t you with Arthur? “He was confused. With that man’s child, she didn’t have herself in her heart, but she must have that man in her heart. But why did she leave? She still took the child with her? He really didn’t understand her very much. Looking at the flashing expression in Xing Liai’s eyes, something suddenly flashed in his mind. He looked at her and said, “I want to listen to the truth. “
Xing Liai was stunned, and she looked at him with a smile and said, “Didn’t I say it before?” A woman like me is more suitable for me! “This is a reply I gave him before. She had been following her words in the mountain villa that night. Xie Chuanning looked stunned, and he looked at her with disbelief: “Is it because of a sentence from that year?Have you stayed away from your lover? Xiao Ai, what should I say to you? Is it because of me? No, don’t do this. “Xie Chuanning looked at the girl in front of him at this moment, and he even felt that he was really too stingy: “I understand your love for Arthur. Go back, little love, and go back to your lover! Don’t exile yourself like this anymore. A stable life is more suitable for you! “
“I am now in love with my current life. Thank you for telling me this. I will consider it. Thank you very much. Thank you very much. “She said sincerely gratefully.