“So what do you want to say, do you want to tell me that my grief and anger over the years, my guts and my guts are not worth it.” Xiao Yan stared at Su Qiyan, as if any word behind Su Qiyan was enough to completely collapse.
Su Qiyan’s heart was like a needle. The person she didn’t want to hurt the least was the person in front of her, but now, she could only keep stabbing the knife in the person’s heart.
Su Qiyan also stared at Xiao Yan, “I know, you are very uncomfortable now. But the reason for all this is really not all blamed on Xiao Mo.”
“That’s my fault. Because I am incompetent, I became the object of abandonment by my father. Because I am useless, I avenge you and fight for you, and it all became self-defeating and wishful thinking.”
“Xiao Yan, don’t say that”
“Then what should I do?” Xiao Yan yelled at Su Qiyan.
Su Qiyan didn’t know how to speak for a moment, and Xiao Yan slowly spoke, “Su Qiyan, do you remember how you told me when I left? You said to me, “You escape, can’t you come to save me?” Xiao Yan, you have always been hesitant and wasted everyone’s kindness.”
“Just because of your words, I survived no matter how hard or tired I was. Because I knew that there was another person in the Dayu Palace that needed me to save. However, when I survived through a lot of hardships, you told me that I didn’t need me like this at all. Su Qiyan, you kept saying that you wanted me to be happy. Is this your intention?”
Su Qiyan knew that Xiao Yan was angry now, but things turned out like this, and it was definitely not Su Qiyan who wanted to come.
“I thought so back then, I wanted to let you leave alive, and I also wanted to steal from Xiao Mo, and even wanted to kill Xiao Mo with my own hands.”